Realization

It seems that at this very moment i'm hurting in every way. Mentally, physically, and in the deepest part of my soul. i have done everything i could think of that i hoped would have positive effect. You can't always be a hero though, i know that now. Some things do better when they heal on their own. My foolishness led me to believe that when someone is in need, you should help because there is always something you can do. But that isn't always so. In reality sometimes all you can do is watch, hope, and let the chips fall where they may. A wise friend told me the other day, giving up isn't quitting but instead being able to let go. i think i'll remember that Along the Way...